I started spinning again
Into the deep end of the madness pool
Like I’m suddenly standing on the edge of a cliff
And I’ve got God and the Devil trying to convince me
Live or die – make your choice
Doesn’t seem to matter anyway
Not trapped inside this hellish cage
That exists within my mind
I despise every ounce of myself sometimes
And I can’t seem to figure out why
Breaking into pieces
Day after day after day
Over and over and over again
I can’t take this anymore
I just want this to end
So I smoke a bowl
Throw back some booze
It’s whatever, I have nothing to lose
Want to stop the pain inside my brain
Cuz’ it’s driving me fucking insane
I reach out for help to be met with blank space
So I cage it all back up inside
Until it festers its ugly little head
Into a dangerous darkness
That tucks me in at night

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